i wish you were here.
this is the end of the first semester of my senior year.
a thought came to mind, i'm NEVER getting this time back.
so enjoy it right?
i think its time to stop living in the past.
i've forgotten most of it by this point anyways.
i've also decided to leave things as they are.
even if they aren't even there.
i'd rather have someone be happy,
and if that means constant silence and moving on,
than i'm fine with that.
i have no regrets of decisions i've made.
i feel as though my life is a huge experience,
so whatevers happened thus far, needed to happen.
and i'm happy.
so no stress right?
exactly.
<3333333
thanks to all my friends that made me feeeeeel better :]
i don't exactly know where i'd be without ya'll.
-S.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
Ask Yourself.. What Do you believe?
-I Believe, that things in life aren't always what they seem.
-I Believe, that people drinking alcohol underage, isn't attractive.
-I Believe, shivelry is dead.
-I Believe, people talk too much. (to the wrong people, i.e. people who don't actually care)
-I Believe, people don't have enough passion in their life.
-I Believe, a picture can say a million words. (if you look hard enough)
-I Believe in what they say "High School Never Ends" (The games have only just begun)
-I Believe, that after a certain point, people realize they were wrong, but when they do its usually too late. (use your heads kids!)
-I Believe, some people have no kindness in their eyes.
-I Believe that people lie alot. Whether it be them attempting to "Not hurt your feelings" or them just being assholes
-I Believe, that people don't admit to their own flaws based on ego.
-I Believe, that alot of times people have commitment issues based on insecurity.
-I Believe, that I am taken for granted.
-I Believe, its okay to show you care.
-I Believe, that life is 10% of what happens to you and 90% of how you react to it.
-I Believe, in taking chances.
-I Believe, that some people are born to be assholes. (and i know a few people like this)
-I Believe, that one shouldnt always act their age. (lighten up, you only live once)
-I Believe, that people shouldnt take themselves so seriously.
-I Believe, that desire is a huge factor in life.
-I Believe, that life plans aren't for everyone.
-I Believe, that wishes rarely come true.
-I Believe, flakey people never really know they are flakey, and that flakes are usually also hypocrites. (Look at yourself before you call other people flakes.)
-I Believe, that ignoring people is one of the rudest things possible. (if you dont wanna talk to someone, just be straight up about it.)
-I Believe, that no one has ever tried to walk a mile in anyone else's shoes.
-I Believe, that sluts are mearly little girls who lack confidence and didn't get enough attention as children.
-I Believe, kisses are given out way too often. (aren't those supposed to be special?)
-I Believe, people shouldn't blame others for their own problems. (take responsibility for yourself)
-I Believe, in the "Golden Rule"
-I Believe, that there are no "bad" conversations.
-I Believe, that life should be taken as if it were a book. with chapters, and pages and new characters. (make your life worth reading)
-I Believe, break-ups and heartbreak are just starts to new chapters in life.
-I Believe, tattoos should have meainging behind them.
-I Believe, that many people are selfish.
-I Believe, that life is all about experiences and memories.
-I Believe, the term "my bad" is a cop-out for actually giving a fuck. ("i'm sorry" is more like it)
-I Believe, everyone should dream.
-I Believe, that people should have a balance in life.
-I Believe, that someone will ALWAYS have a problem with everything you do.
-I Believe, that sometimes people are only able to write when they aren't happy.
-I Believe, no one is perfect.
-I Believe, that everyone has a "soft spot" for someone.-I Believe, that imperfections are beautiful.-I Believe, you should always keep the ones you love at arms length.-I Believe, love has no bounderies.-I Believe, life should be lived with an open mind, an open heart, and open arms.
-I Believe, that free schooling is taken for granted.
-I Believe, that sorrow in life is only temporary. (we are in control of our emotions)
I Believe, that world peace cannot happen because of hate.
-I Believe, that hate breeds more and more everyday, based upon media, and human interactions.
-I Believe, that wearing your heart on your sleeve isn't nessisaraly a bad thing.
-I Believe, that alot of rumors about government, and politics, are mearly rumors. there is alot of false accusations involving politics.
-I Believe, that "cliques" are made up to make people feel un-equal. (if you think about it, most groups of friends don't really have bounderies or a specific style.)
-I Believe, that instead of being real, people"act" out a part to impress others. (news flash! we can ALL see through your fake-ass.)
-I Believe, that beauty is not visible to the eye.
-I Believe, that no one ever decides when things are over. they just are.
-I Believe, I'm usually hard to hold on to. ("...if you bore me then i'm comfortable, if you interest me i'm scared..")
-I Believe, that kids in high school aren't really able to have a "real" relationship, because they are too scared of what other people think.
-I Believe, that you are never too young for unconditional love.
-I Believe in Listening instead of Hearing.
-I Believe, that guys are more likey to "play" girls cause they are more indecisive. (girls grow up alot faster than guys) No offence.
-I Believe, that you should always take advise from those you trust.
-I Believe, that a guy in a nice pair of jeans is Sexy.
-I Believe, that all people should be humble.
-I Believe, in thanking your lucky stars.
-I Believe, you learn more in school outside of the classroom.
-I Believe, you can never have enough shoes.
-I Believe, that black looks good on everyone.
-I Believe, that dimples are amazingly cute.
-I Believe, style is based on attitude.
-I Believe, dr.pepper is the best soda.
-I Believe, that British people have a really lame cuisine.
-I Believe, you can never have too much of a good thing.
-I Believe, you should never take your friend for granted.
-I Believe, you should never get involved in other peoples relationships.
-I Believe, that hickeys are a waste of time.
-I Believe, that their is no "perfect weight".
-I Believe, that RESPECT is a huge thing to have with someone.
-I Believe, that you should try so hard to persue someone who doesn't like you. (its time to move on)
-I Believe, persuing is a step down from stalking. (haha, thanks Nikki)
-I Believe, that McDonald's is the death of America.
-I Believe, that the perfect kiss is one you can never forget.
-I Believe, you shouldn't ever kiss someone if you don’t feel any connection for them (it's called "leading someone on")
-I Believe, that everyone should be down for a good time.
-I Believe, that there is always a good time for love.
-I Believe, that the president is crazy.
-I Believe, that mexican food is delicious.
-I Believe, that sending texts at 3 in the morning are adorable, and fun to wake up to.
-I Believe, that flirting is harmless.
-I Believe, in being direct in matters of the heart.
-I Believe, that there is no excuse for being an asshole. (just don't do it)
-I Believe, i'm pretty funny.
-I Believe, that you can never really know someone inside and out. (secrets are almost always present)
-I Believe, that it is better to have a few close friends.
-I Believe, that its okay to go through the motions in life.
-I Believe, that Cinnabuns is a great nickname. ("...hey aren't you Cinnabuns?.." , "YOU BET YOUR SWEET ASS I AM!") haha.
-I Believe, that music brings people together.
-I Believe, that music alost breaks boundries.
-I Believe, that immitaion is one of the funnest things to do...ever..
-I Believe, that staring is based upon curiosity.
-I Believe, that everyone should "people watch" (you never know what you'll learn or see)
-I Believe, that posers are just really confused people.
-I Believe, in watching movies, not making out during them. (why pay $8.75 to make-out?)
-I Believe, that hugs can make anyones day.
-I Believe, that reading is something that has to be done.
-I Believe, that everyone should get a tattoo.
-I Believe, art is my window to set the butterflies in my stomach free.
-I Believe, that no one has to agree with what i believe in.
-I Believe, that all people should think about what they believe in.
-I Believe, that people drinking alcohol underage, isn't attractive.
-I Believe, shivelry is dead.
-I Believe, people talk too much. (to the wrong people, i.e. people who don't actually care)
-I Believe, people don't have enough passion in their life.
-I Believe, a picture can say a million words. (if you look hard enough)
-I Believe in what they say "High School Never Ends" (The games have only just begun)
-I Believe, that after a certain point, people realize they were wrong, but when they do its usually too late. (use your heads kids!)
-I Believe, some people have no kindness in their eyes.
-I Believe that people lie alot. Whether it be them attempting to "Not hurt your feelings" or them just being assholes
-I Believe, that people don't admit to their own flaws based on ego.
-I Believe, that alot of times people have commitment issues based on insecurity.
-I Believe, that I am taken for granted.
-I Believe, its okay to show you care.
-I Believe, that life is 10% of what happens to you and 90% of how you react to it.
-I Believe, in taking chances.
-I Believe, that some people are born to be assholes. (and i know a few people like this)
-I Believe, that one shouldnt always act their age. (lighten up, you only live once)
-I Believe, that people shouldnt take themselves so seriously.
-I Believe, that desire is a huge factor in life.
-I Believe, that life plans aren't for everyone.
-I Believe, that wishes rarely come true.
-I Believe, flakey people never really know they are flakey, and that flakes are usually also hypocrites. (Look at yourself before you call other people flakes.)
-I Believe, that ignoring people is one of the rudest things possible. (if you dont wanna talk to someone, just be straight up about it.)
-I Believe, that no one has ever tried to walk a mile in anyone else's shoes.
-I Believe, that sluts are mearly little girls who lack confidence and didn't get enough attention as children.
-I Believe, kisses are given out way too often. (aren't those supposed to be special?)
-I Believe, people shouldn't blame others for their own problems. (take responsibility for yourself)
-I Believe, in the "Golden Rule"
-I Believe, that there are no "bad" conversations.
-I Believe, that life should be taken as if it were a book. with chapters, and pages and new characters. (make your life worth reading)
-I Believe, break-ups and heartbreak are just starts to new chapters in life.
-I Believe, tattoos should have meainging behind them.
-I Believe, that many people are selfish.
-I Believe, that life is all about experiences and memories.
-I Believe, the term "my bad" is a cop-out for actually giving a fuck. ("i'm sorry" is more like it)
-I Believe, everyone should dream.
-I Believe, that people should have a balance in life.
-I Believe, that someone will ALWAYS have a problem with everything you do.
-I Believe, that sometimes people are only able to write when they aren't happy.
-I Believe, no one is perfect.
-I Believe, that everyone has a "soft spot" for someone.-I Believe, that imperfections are beautiful.-I Believe, you should always keep the ones you love at arms length.-I Believe, love has no bounderies.-I Believe, life should be lived with an open mind, an open heart, and open arms.
-I Believe, that free schooling is taken for granted.
-I Believe, that sorrow in life is only temporary. (we are in control of our emotions)
I Believe, that world peace cannot happen because of hate.
-I Believe, that hate breeds more and more everyday, based upon media, and human interactions.
-I Believe, that wearing your heart on your sleeve isn't nessisaraly a bad thing.
-I Believe, that alot of rumors about government, and politics, are mearly rumors. there is alot of false accusations involving politics.
-I Believe, that "cliques" are made up to make people feel un-equal. (if you think about it, most groups of friends don't really have bounderies or a specific style.)
-I Believe, that instead of being real, people"act" out a part to impress others. (news flash! we can ALL see through your fake-ass.)
-I Believe, that beauty is not visible to the eye.
-I Believe, that no one ever decides when things are over. they just are.
-I Believe, I'm usually hard to hold on to. ("...if you bore me then i'm comfortable, if you interest me i'm scared..")
-I Believe, that kids in high school aren't really able to have a "real" relationship, because they are too scared of what other people think.
-I Believe, that you are never too young for unconditional love.
-I Believe in Listening instead of Hearing.
-I Believe, that guys are more likey to "play" girls cause they are more indecisive. (girls grow up alot faster than guys) No offence.
-I Believe, that you should always take advise from those you trust.
-I Believe, that a guy in a nice pair of jeans is Sexy.
-I Believe, that all people should be humble.
-I Believe, in thanking your lucky stars.
-I Believe, you learn more in school outside of the classroom.
-I Believe, you can never have enough shoes.
-I Believe, that black looks good on everyone.
-I Believe, that dimples are amazingly cute.
-I Believe, style is based on attitude.
-I Believe, dr.pepper is the best soda.
-I Believe, that British people have a really lame cuisine.
-I Believe, you can never have too much of a good thing.
-I Believe, you should never take your friend for granted.
-I Believe, you should never get involved in other peoples relationships.
-I Believe, that hickeys are a waste of time.
-I Believe, that their is no "perfect weight".
-I Believe, that RESPECT is a huge thing to have with someone.
-I Believe, that you should try so hard to persue someone who doesn't like you. (its time to move on)
-I Believe, persuing is a step down from stalking. (haha, thanks Nikki)
-I Believe, that McDonald's is the death of America.
-I Believe, that the perfect kiss is one you can never forget.
-I Believe, you shouldn't ever kiss someone if you don’t feel any connection for them (it's called "leading someone on")
-I Believe, that everyone should be down for a good time.
-I Believe, that there is always a good time for love.
-I Believe, that the president is crazy.
-I Believe, that mexican food is delicious.
-I Believe, that sending texts at 3 in the morning are adorable, and fun to wake up to.
-I Believe, that flirting is harmless.
-I Believe, in being direct in matters of the heart.
-I Believe, that there is no excuse for being an asshole. (just don't do it)
-I Believe, i'm pretty funny.
-I Believe, that you can never really know someone inside and out. (secrets are almost always present)
-I Believe, that it is better to have a few close friends.
-I Believe, that its okay to go through the motions in life.
-I Believe, that Cinnabuns is a great nickname. ("...hey aren't you Cinnabuns?.." , "YOU BET YOUR SWEET ASS I AM!") haha.
-I Believe, that music brings people together.
-I Believe, that music alost breaks boundries.
-I Believe, that immitaion is one of the funnest things to do...ever..
-I Believe, that staring is based upon curiosity.
-I Believe, that everyone should "people watch" (you never know what you'll learn or see)
-I Believe, that posers are just really confused people.
-I Believe, in watching movies, not making out during them. (why pay $8.75 to make-out?)
-I Believe, that hugs can make anyones day.
-I Believe, that reading is something that has to be done.
-I Believe, that everyone should get a tattoo.
-I Believe, art is my window to set the butterflies in my stomach free.
-I Believe, that no one has to agree with what i believe in.
-I Believe, that all people should think about what they believe in.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Funny Funny Funny.
even though this song is about a girl,
its totally fitting of me right now.
i can't help but laugh at the part
"i dont know what i want (i met you on the internet)"
don't get me wrong,
i'm not posting this to take a stab at anyone.
FAR from that to be truthful.
i just think its really hilarious that this song has that (^) line in it.
thats EXACTLY where i am right now.
With Love As Always.
-S.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
From The Murks Of The Sultry Abyss
i got a sudden burst of inspiration.
i figured i would share.
based upon reading the book From The Murks Of The Sultry Abyss, by Brandon Boyd,
i decided i wanted to write.
not to be limited to "blogging" or writing songs,
but pretty much anything and everything avalible.
I've always been obsessed with Art, whether it be, Music, Paitinings, Writings, Books etc.
So when i sat down and gazed upon the pages of this book,
my creativity sort of "opened up" [as lame as that sounds]
its pretty unusual where inspiration comes from isnt it?
"Art is my window and my oppurtunity to let the butterflies in my stomach fly free. And whether you like how they look or sound in mid flight, know this; 'I don't take myself that seriously.' I approach language and life with an ingerent respect."
makes sense right?
i also decided i would get back into photography, or rather, my interpretation of it.
i'll post pictures up when i've taken some.
love,
-S.
i figured i would share.
based upon reading the book From The Murks Of The Sultry Abyss, by Brandon Boyd,
i decided i wanted to write.
not to be limited to "blogging" or writing songs,
but pretty much anything and everything avalible.
I've always been obsessed with Art, whether it be, Music, Paitinings, Writings, Books etc.
So when i sat down and gazed upon the pages of this book,
my creativity sort of "opened up" [as lame as that sounds]
its pretty unusual where inspiration comes from isnt it?
"Art is my window and my oppurtunity to let the butterflies in my stomach fly free. And whether you like how they look or sound in mid flight, know this; 'I don't take myself that seriously.' I approach language and life with an ingerent respect."
makes sense right?
i also decided i would get back into photography, or rather, my interpretation of it.
i'll post pictures up when i've taken some.
love,
-S.
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