-if california is going to fall into the pacific eventually, will arizona (by default) become the fake boob capital of the world?
-are flowers narcissistic?
-if you dont need a licence to be a parent, then why do you need one to fish?
-when the life expectacy for men was 30-ish, were high school sophmores having mid life crisis'?
-how did that affect their grades?
-how did that affect their sex life?
-if prostitution was the first profession, what was the second?
-if alternate universes were a reality, would they have reality tv?
-are farts initially mischievous?
-is farting in a small, public space immoral?
-if golf courses are the playgrounds of the rich, then where does mini golf stand?
-do i have something in my teeth?
-if metro sexuality isnt a byproduct of chaos, is it natures sense of humor?
-is homosexuality natures idea of population control?
-do you have to love someone in order to hate them?
-will anything ever upstage denim?
-can someone really be accident prone?
-is anybody listening?
-if eyes are the window to the soul, wheres the front door?... dare i ask, back door?
-choose one:
taste
sight
smell
touch
hear
-which would stevie wonder choose?
-is starbucks evil?
-How many people are taking their last breath right now?
-Why do I have a problem with people carrying my bags? is it humility or possessiveness?
-is there a such things as ownership?
-when i die, will i know everything?
-is it possible to be sexually liberated and morally sound?
-can one be excessively moderate?
-can one be moderately excessive?
-is agnosticism a cop-out?
-if satan is real, how does he feel about "christian rock"?
-if god is real, how does he feel about "christian rock"?
-is there a real reason to fear death?
-will i die wearing this shirt? (if not now, another time?)
-is jealousy a bi-product of morality?
-do androids dream of electric sheep?
-does my ass look fat in these jeans?
-if we never got sick, would we really enjoy health?
-does thought effect matter?
-is that really george washington on the dollar bill? or is it that adam weishapt guy?
-wow. nice to meet you. do you do yoga?
-why does wanting to hang out with someone, make you seem desperate?
-is political correctness a phase?
- why does my hair look amazing on one side of my head, and not as amazing on the other?
-how is it that people we hardly know, can completely wreck or build our confidence?
-how many people getting tattoos right now will have them removed?
-how can i feel so alone with so many amazing people in my life?
-does everyone like to sing in their car as much as i do?
-how many people have laughed at me singing in my car?
-how much longer will i need to wait?
-is patience really a virtue? or is that just what our parents tell us to make us stop being impatient?
-when will they make a video game system that is better than Nintendo 64?
-when will people stop attaching naivety with age? not everyone is young and naive.
-Is it true we all want what we can't have?
-Is there a such thing as a right choice?
-Why can't I see the negative in people i care about? (as hard as i try, all i see is their good sides)
-how come i like ketchup but not tomatoes?
-why is leopard print so damn sexy?
-do people understand sarcasm?
-how many people are getting busy right now?
-does it make me red neck, because i like beef jerkey?
-why is it that when i drink, i love everyone? (even people i dont talk to?)
-when will people just ask me the things they need to know, instead of assuming the worst?
-why do people need to update their facebooks/myspaces with photos in their about me of who they are dating? (do you really need approval from a vast network of people on the internet?)
-why wont my hair grow faster? (im so tempted to buy extensions like everyday)
-has anyone else been hit on by an 83 year old man in a wheelchair?
-when can i stop wearing my retainer? (for good)
-when will age not matter?
-why do people just give up without trying?
-who wants to go to san diego for the weekend?
-why cant people give straight answers?
-if the best you've ever had is just a memory, then why don't people try to look for another "best"? (dwelling on it wont make them come back)
-why do all girls expect guys to give up things they love to be with them? (why can't they love their passion and you? why do you need that much attention? can't you get a passion?) (this one really frustrates me)
-why does chocolate make everything better?
-will my dad ever get a tattoo?
-whats the best hair colour for me?
-when will being a tomboy be considered a good thing? (its not my fault i had two older brothers, 2 motorcycles, a go-kart, and 5 race cars in my backyard growing up)
-when will my brothers stop giving me a hard time about bringing my make-up bag everywhere?
-is there some way i can stop wearing my heart on my sleeve?
-why do i always sneeze in sets of 2?
-when will i stop losing my nose rings?
-is wearing flannel a bad thing? (since i'm a girl?)
-is it bad that i dont like to wear pants? (i prefer leggings)
-why do i feel the need to carry an extra pair of shoes in my car?
-when will i stop having music ADD when i drive?
-"did the tattoo on your foot hurt?" (NO IT JUST FELT LIKE A NEEDLE DIGGING INTO MY SKIN FOR TWO HOURS STRAIGHT.) (when will i be able to not answer that question?)
-what is my hometown exactly? (i've lived in long beach, carson, gardena, buena park, & wilmington)
Saturday, June 27, 2009
75 facts
1. 2008/2009 have been the roughest years I've had in a long time. Reasons being: My dad had a heart attack on the night of my 18th birthday, then six months later I find out my mom has an incurable disease.
2. I have a self confidence issue.
3. in 11th grade i was in the look-a-likes section of my yearbook. with fergie. (is it just me, or do we look NOTHING a like?)
4. My mom is my favorite person on the planet.
5. I keep to myself a lot. I have a hard time talking to new people.
6. I have panic attacks often.
7. I look a lot like my dad, and that worries me.
8. I am British and Native America.
9. I've only ever had one boyfriend. And he cheated.
10. I've been an aunt since I was 5.
11. One of my best friends lives in Canada.
12. I'm always scared I'm going to disappoint someone.
13. I've only had my licence for about 5 months.
14. I have 5 tattoos and two of them have to do with my parents.
15. Me and My mom have matching tattoos.
16. I'm a huge dork. Its pretty embarassing.
17. My parents have been divorced since I was 10.
18. I'm super honest.
19. My hair is naturally dirty blonde. But I can't stand it.
20. I dont like to smile showing my teeth. I had braces but I still dont like my teeth.
21. I have two older brothers, so growing up I was a major tomboy.
22. I'm not a huge fan of talking on the phone.
23. I'm super shy when you first meet me.
24. I used to work at knott's berry farm. and have perminant burn marks from working there.
25. I was named after the lead singer of Fleetwood Mac.
26. I call my mom whenever I'm sick cause it cheers me up (and she knows what medicine to take etc)
27. I've been hit on by a 83 year old man.
28. I got nominated for prom queen (by friends), but lost because it turns out not many people knew who I was.
29. I have about 6 ideas for youtube videos, that I have not made yet.
30. I fully intend on stealing my brothers dog when I move out of my dads house.
31. I have really small feet. womens 5.5 or boys 4.5
32. My dream car is a mini cooper or a 67' chevelle.
33. I have an obsession with buying/collecting PE t-shirts.
34. I like scary movies, but they really freak me out. ( I hide behind people/anything possible during the scary parts)
35. I have a nephew and two nieces.
36. My brother Jake is 16 years older than me and is also one of my best friends.
37. I called my dad by his first name when i was little. (because my mom did. so i thought i should)
38. I go to disneyland at least once a week. (well, not for the past couple weeks. i need more people to go with.)
39. I have lunch with my mom every monday.
40. I think Paul Rudd is the hottest man over 40.
41. I really want to be Miss Argentina from beetlejuice for halloween.
42. I started college but dropped out when my dad went into the hospital.
43. I like driving to random cities and exploring.
44. I quote movies often.
45. I think puggles are the cutest dogs ever.
46. It bothers me when people call me Steve, or ask me if my name is short for something. (its stevie, and i already know its a guy name.)
47. I really really enjoy fortune cookies. Somehow that little bit of optimism wrapped up in a delicious cookie, makes my day.
48. I get really mad at myself when I let my nerves get the best of me. Like really mad.
49. When I was little, I shoved my moms tweezers in a light socket and electrocuted myself. And caused the power to go out, and started a small spark induced fire. Lesson Learned.
50. If I had to chose to have one weird special power it would be to be able to read peoples thoughts. (Like i could control when/what I wanted to hear etc.) or to be invisible at any given time. Either one would be super badass.
51. I once bought 2 tickets to an Alkaline Trio (his favorite band) concert for a guy that I was close friends with in an attempt to tell him I liked him.
52. When I was about 10 my "big sister" (My mom's Co-Worker) bought me the cd Return of Saturn by No Doubt. Ever since I got that cd my favorite song has been "Magic's in the Makeup" because if there were one song to describe me, that song would be it.
53. It takes me forever to clean my room, I get distracted because of all the things I find in my room.
54. I collect Sunglasses, Shot Glasses, and anything leopard print. (Shorts, Skirts, Bikinis, Blankets, shoes, scarfs, purses, Including my prom dress that was leopard aswell.)
55. I alter about 67% of my clothes.
56. I made a break up mix tape for my ex-boyfriend the day after we broke up. (thinking back, it may have been a little lame. but i am a little lame, so it makes perfect sense)
57. I think citrus/oranges is the best smell in the world.
58. I have the same dreams all the time, but with different people.
59. I'm a strong believer in NOT washing my hair everyday. (every other day)
60. I stopped taking asprin and eating foods with a lot of salt in an attempt to "save" my kidneys for my mom when she needs one.
61. When I was little I desperately wanted to be the pink power ranger. My mom bought me a costume one halloween and I wore it everyday aaannddd for three halloweens after that. (I think I was like 4 when this started)
62. The song "Old Man" by Neil Young reminds me of my dad, and ever since I've heard it I have wanted to do a cover of it for him.
63. I call my parents everyday. (both of them, out of habit)
64. There are about 4 people aside from family that know everything about me. I build up a super massive wall that often pushes people away. (Recently I've been trying to be more open.)
65. I think its a huge mistake that my brother is getting married at 20. But I'd never tell him. (He's giving up his dream that he's had since he was 3 for this girl, and it deeply bothers me. Making someone you love quit their dreams to be with you? No thanks.)
66. I wear beanies and hats probably more often than I should.
67. My favorite fast food is Jack in the Box. Love their tacos!
68. I have about 80 pairs of shoes, but I only really wear a few pairs.
69. I don't really eat sweets. The furthest I go is Funfetti Cake with Rainbow chip frosting or "Fun Size" Candy. (I dislike most sweets including: jello, pudding, pie, most cakes, whipped cream.) It's not a diet thing, cause I am a self proclaimed "Snack Master" I just don't really care for them.
70. I took Japanese and Art for 4 years in school. But I don't really speak Japanese anymore (I can still write in Japanese) and I rarely get inspired enough to create anything.
71. I got cast in a commercial last year but didn't go through with it because it happened to be a bikini commercial for swimwear and I didn't want my dad to be dissapointed.
72. All of my closest friends are older than me. ( I don't know why, but I am always the youngest out of my friends)
73. I eat ramen way too much.
74. I get set on something and become a little too persistant on it. (I apologize for being annoying)
75. I'm usually the kid in the crowd at shows dancing around and singing all the words to every song like a complete idiot. But its so much fun.
2. I have a self confidence issue.
3. in 11th grade i was in the look-a-likes section of my yearbook. with fergie. (is it just me, or do we look NOTHING a like?)
4. My mom is my favorite person on the planet.
5. I keep to myself a lot. I have a hard time talking to new people.
6. I have panic attacks often.
7. I look a lot like my dad, and that worries me.
8. I am British and Native America.
9. I've only ever had one boyfriend. And he cheated.
10. I've been an aunt since I was 5.
11. One of my best friends lives in Canada.
12. I'm always scared I'm going to disappoint someone.
13. I've only had my licence for about 5 months.
14. I have 5 tattoos and two of them have to do with my parents.
15. Me and My mom have matching tattoos.
16. I'm a huge dork. Its pretty embarassing.
17. My parents have been divorced since I was 10.
18. I'm super honest.
19. My hair is naturally dirty blonde. But I can't stand it.
20. I dont like to smile showing my teeth. I had braces but I still dont like my teeth.
21. I have two older brothers, so growing up I was a major tomboy.
22. I'm not a huge fan of talking on the phone.
23. I'm super shy when you first meet me.
24. I used to work at knott's berry farm. and have perminant burn marks from working there.
25. I was named after the lead singer of Fleetwood Mac.
26. I call my mom whenever I'm sick cause it cheers me up (and she knows what medicine to take etc)
27. I've been hit on by a 83 year old man.
28. I got nominated for prom queen (by friends), but lost because it turns out not many people knew who I was.
29. I have about 6 ideas for youtube videos, that I have not made yet.
30. I fully intend on stealing my brothers dog when I move out of my dads house.
31. I have really small feet. womens 5.5 or boys 4.5
32. My dream car is a mini cooper or a 67' chevelle.
33. I have an obsession with buying/collecting PE t-shirts.
34. I like scary movies, but they really freak me out. ( I hide behind people/anything possible during the scary parts)
35. I have a nephew and two nieces.
36. My brother Jake is 16 years older than me and is also one of my best friends.
37. I called my dad by his first name when i was little. (because my mom did. so i thought i should)
38. I go to disneyland at least once a week. (well, not for the past couple weeks. i need more people to go with.)
39. I have lunch with my mom every monday.
40. I think Paul Rudd is the hottest man over 40.
41. I really want to be Miss Argentina from beetlejuice for halloween.
42. I started college but dropped out when my dad went into the hospital.
43. I like driving to random cities and exploring.
44. I quote movies often.
45. I think puggles are the cutest dogs ever.
46. It bothers me when people call me Steve, or ask me if my name is short for something. (its stevie, and i already know its a guy name.)
47. I really really enjoy fortune cookies. Somehow that little bit of optimism wrapped up in a delicious cookie, makes my day.
48. I get really mad at myself when I let my nerves get the best of me. Like really mad.
49. When I was little, I shoved my moms tweezers in a light socket and electrocuted myself. And caused the power to go out, and started a small spark induced fire. Lesson Learned.
50. If I had to chose to have one weird special power it would be to be able to read peoples thoughts. (Like i could control when/what I wanted to hear etc.) or to be invisible at any given time. Either one would be super badass.
51. I once bought 2 tickets to an Alkaline Trio (his favorite band) concert for a guy that I was close friends with in an attempt to tell him I liked him.
52. When I was about 10 my "big sister" (My mom's Co-Worker) bought me the cd Return of Saturn by No Doubt. Ever since I got that cd my favorite song has been "Magic's in the Makeup" because if there were one song to describe me, that song would be it.
53. It takes me forever to clean my room, I get distracted because of all the things I find in my room.
54. I collect Sunglasses, Shot Glasses, and anything leopard print. (Shorts, Skirts, Bikinis, Blankets, shoes, scarfs, purses, Including my prom dress that was leopard aswell.)
55. I alter about 67% of my clothes.
56. I made a break up mix tape for my ex-boyfriend the day after we broke up. (thinking back, it may have been a little lame. but i am a little lame, so it makes perfect sense)
57. I think citrus/oranges is the best smell in the world.
58. I have the same dreams all the time, but with different people.
59. I'm a strong believer in NOT washing my hair everyday. (every other day)
60. I stopped taking asprin and eating foods with a lot of salt in an attempt to "save" my kidneys for my mom when she needs one.
61. When I was little I desperately wanted to be the pink power ranger. My mom bought me a costume one halloween and I wore it everyday aaannddd for three halloweens after that. (I think I was like 4 when this started)
62. The song "Old Man" by Neil Young reminds me of my dad, and ever since I've heard it I have wanted to do a cover of it for him.
63. I call my parents everyday. (both of them, out of habit)
64. There are about 4 people aside from family that know everything about me. I build up a super massive wall that often pushes people away. (Recently I've been trying to be more open.)
65. I think its a huge mistake that my brother is getting married at 20. But I'd never tell him. (He's giving up his dream that he's had since he was 3 for this girl, and it deeply bothers me. Making someone you love quit their dreams to be with you? No thanks.)
66. I wear beanies and hats probably more often than I should.
67. My favorite fast food is Jack in the Box. Love their tacos!
68. I have about 80 pairs of shoes, but I only really wear a few pairs.
69. I don't really eat sweets. The furthest I go is Funfetti Cake with Rainbow chip frosting or "Fun Size" Candy. (I dislike most sweets including: jello, pudding, pie, most cakes, whipped cream.) It's not a diet thing, cause I am a self proclaimed "Snack Master" I just don't really care for them.
70. I took Japanese and Art for 4 years in school. But I don't really speak Japanese anymore (I can still write in Japanese) and I rarely get inspired enough to create anything.
71. I got cast in a commercial last year but didn't go through with it because it happened to be a bikini commercial for swimwear and I didn't want my dad to be dissapointed.
72. All of my closest friends are older than me. ( I don't know why, but I am always the youngest out of my friends)
73. I eat ramen way too much.
74. I get set on something and become a little too persistant on it. (I apologize for being annoying)
75. I'm usually the kid in the crowd at shows dancing around and singing all the words to every song like a complete idiot. But its so much fun.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
He's just not that into you:
Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.
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