A day doesn't go by where I don't think about you.
I'm losing weight, losing sleep, and I'm scared out of my mind.
I know your stable, but is anything promised?
I can't lose you.
I'm sitting here crying because every song reminds me of you,
and I don't think you realize how much I care about you.
I miss seeing your face everyday.
I miss being able to make sure you're okay.
I don't have that luxury, but all I can do is sit here and pray that I can hear your voice tomorrow.
No one knows how much this really killed me.
Every second, a ticking time bomb.
Waiting for me to break.
And it's happening.
I just wish I knew we could make this end,
If I could I would shrink myself, sink through your skin to your blood cells,
remove whatever makes you hurt, but I am too weak to be your cure.
Make this all go away over night.
I owe you every day I wake, and I won't rest until I know your gonna be fine.
Dad,
Even though we have had the most strained relationship,
you are my heart and soul. And I can never lose you.
We're gonna make it.
<3
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